You're a pastor and a gospel superstar, but you did the exact same thing that a worldly chick named Kim who doesn't know God is doing (and being congratulated for). How is anyone supposed to take you seriously now?
And now you want to tell all of us about it and call people out, thinking you're being "transparent." No, you're being selfish and foolish because you're hurt and feel singled out. I'm gonna pray for you, because I think you're going to regret this in time.